Hey gran I hope ur doing good up there I miss u loads not really got anyone to talk to now ur going I always told u everything and u never passed judgement miss our talks. Was watchin beeches the other day got me thinkin off xmas wen a was stayin at urs and a wanted to stay up and watch it lol but it was on really late do u kno I still cry evertime I watch it always makes me think off u lots off stuff do but al let. Rest now ur always in my heart and thoughts and I will carry you there forever love always paul P.s sorry for my ramble