Heading for christmas mum, and really missing you just now. I so need your advice on work stuff and 'kids' stuff, I feel so frustrated you're not here and really miss your words. I'm trying hard to make you proud, and hope me and the kids can do that. Will visit auntie mamie at xmas, but it is so hard to see her just now, as she really has no idea anymore who we are. I feel so sad for her. Love you mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx